I think I'm gonna quit...
I started smoking around 2015, occasionally on Saturday nights. It was great! I'd laugh a lot, watch movies, feel creative, then eat a lot. I loved it.
As time passed I started doing it more and more. I became numb to the effects. It just kinda stopped being fun and became routine. I gradually limited myself to a few hits off a vape pen in the evenings but like, even then it was nothing like it used to be. Just something I did out of habit. I wasn't getting anything out of it.
I took quite a bit of time off to get my tolerance down and I had a puff last night, hoping to recapture some of the old magic. My head felt fuzzy and I spaced out. No giggles, no creativity, no fun...it was pretty unpleasant. I just don't think weed is for me anymore. I'm over this. I think I'm done, which is a bummer because I used to enjoy it so much.
Can anyone else relate?