The man that I’ve fallen in love with is already talking with and probably dating another person who he met like 9 months ago now from what he told me, along with the fact that he said they’ve been calling each other pet names and saying love to each other each day and night.
I feel like I deserve his love more than the other person, we’ve been basically sexting with each other, sending each other nudes and all that and only now I learn he’s into someone else.
I’ve only known him for around a month and I knew I shouldn’t have gotten attracted so quickly but he’s so nice and kind and amazing and handsome and he treats me so well, how couldn’t I have fallen for him? I mean he got me into playing Terraria, and now we play it with each other every weekend.
It’s not his fault, if only we met sooner than maybe he would’ve gone for me, but still, it’s hurts so much to learn about it, to know that the man I love is already in love with someone else.
I wouldn’t mind being in a poly relationship, but I don’t know how to bring it up to him without sounding desperate and needy, and I’m too scared to ask in case he’s not poly and thinks I’m weird for basically begging for a relationship with him at this point when we’ve only been talking for a month.
Anyways please stay safe my friends, and have a wonderful day!!!