u/Low_Web9770

19(f) I feel like I’m never satisfied with the life I have. I feel like I haven’t accomplished anything. I barely graduated highschool and I’ve failed out of college. The only time I feel content is when I’m dissociated and believe I have the ability to peruse my dream job or date someone I realistically don’t have a chance with. Anytime i come back out of my head and sit in what my life actually is or is likely to turn out like I feel absolutely devastated and nothing seems worth it. Maybe it’s just that I’m ungrateful or my ego is making me believe I’m destined for something bigger and I’m upset that I have a normal life but it makes me not want to do anything at all. The only thing I feel like I’ve done right is my friendships.

TLDR: I’m scared if I don’t reach what my very unrealistic life goals, I’ll have absolutely no desire to live and idk how to fix that.

19(f) I feel like I’m never satisfied with the life I have. I feel like I haven’t accomplished anything. I barely graduated highschool and I’ve failed out of college. The only time I feel content is when I’m dissociated and believe I have the ability to peruse my dream job or date someone I realistically don’t have a chance with. Anytime i come back out of my head and sit in what my life actually is or is likely to turn out like I feel absolutely devastated and nothing seems worth it. Maybe it’s just that I’m ungrateful or my ego is making me believe I’m destined for something bigger and I’m upset that I have a normal life but it makes me not want to do anything at all. The only thing I feel like I’ve done right is my friendships.

TLDR: I’m scared if I don’t reach what my very unrealistic life goals, I’ll have absolutely no desire to do anything in my life or even lose my desire to live and idk how to fix that.

I’m alright writing lyrics on paper and having a base of a melody for them but I can never match the music to it very well. Same as when o get a good base of music I can never seem to get good lyrics to match up with it. What are some tips you guys do for this

I’ve tried before and asked for signs but I feel like I’m bad at reading them and Im also curious if there’s a way to get more ‘clear’ answers and feel more connected to them. Thanks!!