u/Low_Lingonberry_4507

About 6 months back I was really into trying Manifestation and Subliminals. I mainly wanted to manifest physical changes. I tried changing my negative mindset to a more open and hopeful one and that was good for the time it lasted. I don’t remember what it’s called but I did the thing where u write what u wanna manifest a certain amount of times and then u throw it away and forget abt it. That didn’t work for me either. From February till now my life has been a downward spiral and my mental health has severely deteriorated and I stopped believing in manifestation since I didn’t see the specific physical changes I wanted and also because the stuff going on in my life got worse.

I so badly wanna believe in this again and anytime I see people’s success stories it does motivate me slightly to try again but overall I’m in a slump. I don’t know what I could do or try to start this journey again after losing a lot of hope and belief.

Please lmk any advice and knowledges or even proof of what has helped u believe/continue and see results.

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u/Low_Lingonberry_4507 — 16 days ago

I have some stretch marks in my upper buttocks and waist area but I have no clue what this is. In the mirror it looks more like dots instead of the typical stretch mark shape so Idk if it isn’t stretch marks 😅

u/Low_Lingonberry_4507 — 16 days ago

Just venting but if u relate and wanna share some advice I greatly appreciate it

I’m so tired of my mind, it feels like things are never ever going to get better. It feels like I’m not meant to live since I don’t do anything but disappoint my family and continue to ruin my chances of a good future. I don’t even wanna truly die I just wanna disappear or go somewhere where there are no expectations of me besides to stay alive. I’m so alone right now and I have no one to talk to abt this. Ive also been having a strong feeling like my time might be coming as well, if it’s not by my choice than something else will kill me.

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u/Low_Lingonberry_4507 — 17 days ago