I ‘23F is struggling with marriage to ‘23M so you have any suggestions?
Of course there’s been ups and downs in any relationship but i’d say what rlly did it is when i found out he cheated on me while i was pregnant. I gave birth about 6 months ago and i found out he cheated about one month before i gave birth. A little backstory he’s in the military and is stationed somewhere else found out he’d been cheating on me throughout my whole pregnancy. Also we’d been engaged before i was pregnant and once he found out i was pregnant he rlly pushed for us to go ahead and get married (i always wanted a long engagement). But we ended up getting married in my 2nd trimester but remember all while he’s rlly pushing for a marriage he’s cheating on me. Ik it’s a lot sooo in my third trimester i move to his mothers house bc i was living by myself so we’d thought it’d be better so she can help with the baby.No his mom didn’t no he was cheating and is also like my best friend and is/was on my side she’s was very disappointed in him and yeah. She told me when it happened that i should just save my money (i stopped working when i moved) and leave when i feel secure. So yeah but after a lot of conversation and a lot of apologizing and a lot of agreements put in place we decided it to try and work it out. But honestly i feel lost and empty in this relationship. I can’t ever trust him again nothing will ever be the same im always on edge and i just feel this build up of resentment more and more everyday. But i still have some love for him also i don’t want my child to live in a broken home. Idk it doesn’t feel like id every not feel and underlying hate and resentment for him. For ruining my first and only pregnancy for pushing for a marriage knowing he wasn’t being faithful to me for pushing for me to and having me move my whole life. Idk i just feel like i didn’t deserve this to happen to me and i just feel stuck .