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▲ 2 r/depression

I fucking hate this fuckass illness, its unbearable and irritating as hell and ppl still want u to live cause "iT GEtS bEtTEr". Sybau

I hate humans and I hate my parents for bringing me into this boring ass world that is rules by disgusting pedophilic rapist who eat babies. Fuck u

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u/Lilac_Moon3 — 3 hours ago
▲ 7 r/anhedonia

Everything is boring and useless

Nothing interest me, I dont feel any enjoyment, pleasure, overall no positive emotions. Talking and smiling is tiring and I dont wanna do anything at all even though I have to.

It's honestly crazy what depression takes does to you. Anyway, goodnight

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u/Lilac_Moon3 — 13 hours ago
▲ 123 r/exchristian

And this is exactly one of the reasons why I'm not Christian anymore 😍 (Tw Ig?)

This person commented this under my post about me relating to a girl in a video—finding comfort in the idea that one day I won’t exist anymore (I suffer from MDD).

Like this is a SchizoidAdjacent sub not a religious or Christian sub bruh. Take your testimony somewhere else stupid ass 😭🤦🏽‍♀️

u/Lilac_Moon3 — 1 day ago
▲ 140 r/depressionmemes

Found my suicide note from 2021 back in February when I arranged my closet

5 years later and nothing big changed. Wish I succeeded back then lol (btw its written in German)

u/Lilac_Moon3 — 1 day ago
▲ 27 r/depression

Two weeks left then I can finally rest. Everything is set

Depression is a bitch and anhedonia, who's a symptom of the illness, is pure lobotomy. The things I use to cope dont work nomore, not even for an hour. Everything and everyone is boring in my eyes.

I paid for it and this method will work. I'm done of floating around, that's it.

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u/Lilac_Moon3 — 8 days ago