u/Leather_Moose1203

mainly about schiz, DM me or leave a comment and i'll message you

I was lying on my bed and I lifted up out of my body, all the while feeling huge amounts of love and euphoria. I saw myself lying on the bed, but then it looked like I was lying at a friend's house on the grass. It was birds eye view, i was about 3 or more meters off the ground. I reentered my body but couldn't open my eyes, i could see everything in the room while my eyes were closed, and I was half at my friend's house, half in my room. I heard someone I know yelling "You stupid ****" very loudly and angrily, and then my body was being beaten, and I was seeing stars and blue as I was beaten in the face and body. I couldn't control the violent shaking of my body, and there was no one in the room with me. After I was able to get up but obviously i was a little shaken by the experience. For a long time i believed it was a memory?

Anyone want to share some thoughts or insights please? I'm open to opinions.

I am curious. I have come from a Christian background and i know the core tradition values are about raising children. I'm 34, no prospect of a partner and have kinda missed the boat on children. I was watching some videos about traditional religion and couldn't help but feel anxious and upset that i had missed the 'point of life'.

I have always believed that bettering one's soul towards God is the meaning of life. I just need to hear from some people about their perspective. I feel like i dropped the ball.

Could someone please share the sorts of things that happen? I believe i have remembered 2 past live events both are very violent events. But i would like to discuss further with people who have also experienced past life memories.

Dm me if you want. Just want to hear about psychosis, what happened, types of delusions, and theories.

I have been diagnosed with so many disorders; every time I am there, I get another one. I don't trust their ability to know. My most recent doctor wants to downgrade my diagnosis as he doesn't believe I fit the criteria. I used to drink a lot, and he says that my illness and psychosis are most likely due to the alcohol, as I have recovered well. I took this as my signal to wean off the drugs. It's been a month, and i haven't had any symptoms return.

In addition, the only time I really had problems was when I was increasing my medication. Then I noticed a lot of symptoms due to the increase in meds.

I am so happy and can feel alive again. Best decision i have made in a long time.

I would love to hear from you,

whats your story?

what made you decide to say no to the medication?

how is life?

do you work?

I have been 'diagnosed' for 10 years. I originally refused medication. After not having any support, knowledge, or wisdom of how to manage my experiences, I was eventually 'strongly encouraged' to go to the hospital. After going to the hospital, I have been on and off medication since 2019. The past 3 years, I have been forced to take high doses of medication, multiple anti psychotics, and was even briefly put on clozapine. I was previously forced to take anti psychotic injections given to me by a nurse. Now that I am on oral meds, I have been able to stop taking them.

The medication has not impacted the voices at all. I have been taking huge amounts of two different types of antipsychotics with no effect. I have been put on clozapine and hospitalized for 4 months. Without any change to my voice. The medication causes me to consider suicide at times. It is only the medication that makes me feel this way. I have stopped taking it because I can't live like that anymore. It is the best decision I have ever made. The voices talk to me and are very supportive and encourage me, comment on my thoughts, and guide me to a place where I love myself and everyone else more. The voices are not impacted by the medication, so I don't see why I should take that crap that blocks dopamine, lowers motivation, and happiness.

It's been about a month, and everyone has told me that I am doing so much better. It's incredible. The medication actually stops me from interacting with people, having a personality, and enjoying life.

I was lying on my bed and I lifted up out of my body, all the while feeling huge amounts of love and euphoria. I saw myself lying on the bed, but then it looked like I was lying at a friend's house on the grass. It was birds eye view, i was about 3 or more meters off the ground. I reentered my body but couldn't open my eyes, i could see everything in the room while my eyes were closed, and I was half at my friend's house, half in my room. I heard someone I know yelling "You stupid ****" very loudly and angrily, and then my body was being beaten, and I was seeing stars and blue as I was beaten in the face and body. I couldn't control the violent shaking of my body, and there was no one in the room with me. After I was able to get up but obviously i was a little shaken by the experience. For a long time i believed it was a memory?

Anyone want to share some thoughts or insights please? I'm open to opinions.