So I posted this 2 days ago and I don’t know how the system works but the stats look shady. I have under 1000 word count, I’m not finished, so why the hell is it #19 in trans category? I haven’t even started yet 😶
I feel like I’m being scammed. Did anyone have anything similar?
Im 18 AFAB and I know I don’t have that much experience yet with masturbation, but that’s kind of the point why Im asking for advice.
I can’t get aroused no matter what I do. Reading or watching other people get aroused or masturbating used to help but now it doesn’t work. Everything I try that does work is not usable after 5 min and I have to find sth else.
When I try to engage with erotic media, I just get super bored and don’t feel anything. It’s like I know I used to be able to get aroused (mainly from smut), so I have the kitchen. But I can’t find it now. And also I think I don’t know how to cook on that said kitchen. Maybe thats the problem that I don’t actually know how to masturbate.
Im 18 now but when I was like from 12 to 16 I didn’t know I am aroace yet. And so every time people asked me about my crushes I either told sb from the list of my friends (because I know them obv) or just sb I liked aesthetically.
And so once in camp (I was 16) I was asked that again and I decided to say a girl who was 12 at that time 🫠 my gosh, the looks on their faces, and then the called me a milf. I mean I could have come up with a worse thing to say. Anyway, I did relate to the 12-year-old in a way, thats why I said that, not because I was attracted to her. I feel so stupid