Small simple wedding lang balak namin so close family and friends lang. Hindi rin church-wedding, kung saan yung wedding dun na rin yung reception. So wala naman masyadong preparations. Yung damit is basta formal for a wedding and sunod sa color/theme.
It showed up april 30. I haven't been diagnosed but i think i may have rosacea, my cheeks are always red and has small red hyperpigmentations (not sure what they're called). You can see that i also have broken capillaries on the side of my mouth. I know my skin looks bad and i haven't washed my face in these photos. Anyway, i'm just really worried about this spot. I thought at first it was just a pimple but it's not painful or itchy, and it doesn't have a head. And i'm not sure if it has gotten bigger. It does feel a bit raised (like a hive). I can't get an appointment to the derm right now, unless i go somewhere private which is definitely not gonna be cheap and i'm broke rn so this sucks :(
More than a year kaming walang maayos na date. Coffee lang sa kanto, kain sa labas sa malalapit na kainan habang nakapangbahay lang. Palaging ganyan. We're living together. I communicated how i felt, and inaya naman na niya ako magdate. He told me he'd plan it. Siya na bahala. Then dinala niya ako sa mall haha. Akala ko rin we'll have the whole day together pero gabi na kami umalis. I wasn't expecting something expensive--i never do. At least somewhere romantic sana, or at least hindi mall? On our 10-year anniversary, dinala niya ako sa mall din. 9-year anniversary, sa UP tas QC Circle. Idk why. 8-year anniversary, sa usual na kinakainan namin sa malapit. Am i being too much for expecting more? Hindi kailangang magbakasyon kami nang mahaba, o mag-out of town, o magbeach palagi haha. Just somewhere na mas pinagplanuhan? Masaya naman yung dates namin and i keep telling myself na that's all that matters. But idk anymore. Don't repost please.
Di ako nageexpect ng perfect cover up concealer or magdisappear siya completely. Mabawasan man lang yung appearance niya :( maconceal lang nang konti, okay na yun. Please suggest some thick concealers! Magbi-beach kasi huhu
Edit: hindi po ako nabugbog at hindi po yan pasa huhu. Dry patches yan na makati, and nagkaroon ng hyperpigmentation dahil sa pagkamot.