I’ve been researching typology systems for about 3 years, but whenever I feel like I finally fit into a type, I somehow manage to find something that doesn’t match. Most of the time, I act like different people depending on who I’m with, so I feel like I’ve lost my core sense of identity over time. Because of that, I don’t feel like I truly fit into any type.
In the past year, I’ve managed to organize my thoughts a bit better, but I still really want to hear different opinions and interpretations because I’m not fully sure yet.
I really like psychology. I enjoy analyzing people, typing them, and generally any system that categorizes or classifies others. When I understand other people better, I feel like I understand myself more clearly.
I’m a bit of a people pleaser. I care a lot about social norms and how I’m perceived by others. Because of things I experienced in the past, I tend to act like a chameleon in social environments—I adapt myself depending on the situation and the people around me.
I’m sensitive and I can deeply feel other people’s emotions, but sometimes I struggle to understand my own. In general, I feel like I understand others better than I understand myself.
Most of the time, because of my indecisiveness and maybe because I’m somewhat subjective, I keep getting different results from tests. When I read the descriptions of the systems, it either feels like I’m none of them or all of them at the same time. I just can’t seem to feel like I truly belong to any type. Maybe I don’t see myself as ‘good enough’ for a certain type, or maybe I just can’t see myself clearly.
A complete typing that includes systems like MBTI, Enneagram, AP, and Big Five would make me really happy, and it would help me a lot on my journey of finding myself.That’s basically it