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In 6 months you wont recognize me.

Ill be happier, healthier and better looking.

Ill be in a better head space than I ever was with you. Ill have friends texting me to hangout, girls texting me to come over and sales blowing me up at work.

I daydream about the day you call me. When im up. When I have forgotten about you. I know you will. Youll come crawling back when he figures out who you really are.

Youll ask me what I've been doing. Thriving. Without you.

Ill ask what you've been doing. The same bars, the same shitty apartment, the same abusive men that come and go in your life, the same family drama and the same "poor me attitude".

Ill end the conversation by wishing you well, knowing id never want to share the same bed as you ever again. Because in 6 months you wont recognize me. But ill know all about you.

Goodbye. Enjoy watching the best thing that ever happen to you walk out of your life.

I never cheated. I was honest about my feelings. I was willing to marry you.

I just wish you thought the same. Now its too late and I never want to see you ever again.

Im not sure how I could love someone as despicable as you.

She blamed me for everything. If she cheated. My fault. If she snuck out to the bar when I fell asleep. My fault. If she crashed out and blackmailed me because I said "youre not yourself when youre drunk and I wish you'd drink less". Thats my fault

Today. Im going to go through something that will probably traumatize me for life. Im safe. Not suicidal. Not going to harm anyone. But man, if I could type it out here in the open id probably make some of you cry. I dont want to do it. Ill be thinking of her the entire time. I hate myself for it. And yes. According to her. This is all my fault.

I really wasnt good enough for her i guess. I hope she gets the help she needs and doesn't just hop into another relationship and destroy a man the way she did to me.