u/LannyBoy05

▲ 2 r/BPD

I’d like to start by saying, I love my therapist, she is amazing and I have no notes, so I assure you that this isn’t her fault, it is just a consequence of my past doctors didnt take highkey laughing at my suggestion and now im terrified of embarrassing myself in front of the only doctor who I like.

I’m just not sure how to pose the question in a way that doesn’t make me feel like I’m begging for attention. Although maybe thats my own issue.

idk any ideas?

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u/LannyBoy05 — 7 days ago

Hiiii! I’m Landon but feel free to call me Lanny

I’m a 20yo slightly feminine twink from Alaska.

I am a college student who currently lives with his parents. I am hoping to go to Anchorage dorms next year. I am attempting to work full time as well as do school. I am a published poet, a hip hop connoisseur, a tcg player, and I hope to learn even more. My hobbies are writing, makeup, card games, working, listening to music, drawing and a little bit of video games. I drive an adorable bright red jeep, that desperately needs to see a mechanic. I love working and am hoping to begin a health aid position soon. My dream job is to be a psychotherapist because I have a knack for connecting with people and empathizing with them.

I have a complex relationship with gender, currently and most of the time I feel like a feminine boy, but on very rare occasions I kindof feel like a girl or as close as I could be while still being a guy.

I have ADHD which makes it hard for me to focus on chats sometimes, it has also caused me a lot of academic hardship

I am looking for an older man because in my experience older men tend to have less uptight feelings about their partners. Additionally, I could care less what my partner looks like because to me it is the heart that matters, for that reason anybody has a shot as long as they look atleast partially well groomed.

That means, no unkempt facial hair, look like you’d smell nice, atleast for when you meet me because as I get to know you ill care less, but early on, put your best foot forward, I sure as hell will be.

I am additionally looking for an older man who kindof has a thing for younger guys. This is more of a sexual preference but because I love how dynamics blossom into love stories, I personally hope to be in a dynamic where my partner finds my ages sexy and the same going for me.

I am down to meet irl, but it will take a while for me to want to make that plan. After the first week is too early, the first month is too early. I DO want to meet irl, but its expensive to fly places where I am from so I try to only do it when I am certain.

I have daddy issues and other mental health information that may become relevant, either in a good or complex way.

I am a very sexual being, I grew up repressing my sexual feelings for men so I have a very high sex drive. That said, while I love talking \*about\* sexy topics, that doesn’t mean ai want to sext constantly. I am looking for something real, a real partner to spend my life with, and you have to understand that I love talking about sex, but that doesn’t mean I do not care about the romantic sides of the relationship.

Lastly, please be detailed in your dms, tell me about yourself, respond to some of my information, tell me how you feel about things I said, your love language, your goals, your wants and needs, tell me what you like about younger men. I am serious about this, please treat dms as if you are attempting to make a good first impression.

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u/LannyBoy05 — 7 days ago
▲ 2 r/helpme

I think that if I just lock in today and get my stuff done I can still pass. But I have such bad tunnel vision it feels like my eyes cant focus only focus on a three inch circle in the middle of my vision. I know a nap would help but I wont be able to nap until way later because I am at work right now, please help me

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u/LannyBoy05 — 13 days ago

I have been crunching so hard, staying up till 3 and waking up at 7 for a whole week and its starting to effect my vision. But I’m so mf close to finishing this class and passing, I’m wondering if anybody has tips to alleviate blurry vision for just a short amount of time? obviously I will get good rest going forward, I just need one days boost. I know for certain a short nap would help but I wont be able to be home today so I am hoping for other ideas. Please help me.

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u/LannyBoy05 — 13 days ago