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Image 1 — I accidentally updated my ballsona :)
Image 2 — I accidentally updated my ballsona :)

I accidentally updated my ballsona :)

I like to draw random little ballsona sketches when I’m out of ideas… I really liked this one so I ended up using it for my own sona, which I’m happy about. Look at those dumb little eyes <3 and I’m getting better at wings too, although I do t really go for accuracy…

u/L0V3J0YF0R3V3R — 4 hours ago

I keep kinfirming and kinsidering characters from a specific source…

So I don’t know if anyone’s seen me around but I kin a good few characters from the same source/variations of the same source. And that’s not really the problem, because of multiverse theory—I accept that.

The actual confusion is because it KEEPS HAPPENING. And some shifts of these characters stay, others don’t—I only kinfirm the ones I have many shifts of or identify as being/having been. But it still feels wrong to dismiss them, because during those rare shifts that aren’t of my “actual kins” I fully believe and feel myself as them with that being a real kin.

It’s starting to feel like I just have some connection to a majority of characters from my source, or like I’ve just been in that world so many times over that I know many of them from the inside—it makes my relationship with every character very complex, but more than that I’m just confused.

Is having numerous kins/kinsiders or shifts from a specific source something others experience or is there a name for it?

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u/L0V3J0YF0R3V3R — 2 days ago

KIN HAT!! :D

I found this hat in my basement while looking for a different piece of kin gear! To me it looks like C!Fundy’s hat, and wearing it makes me happy :) I can even use headphones over it (though it looks a bit weird) because I need them almost 24/7, which is relieving. I want to figure out something for the pins on the hat at some point but for right now it’s really euphoric!

I’m also gonna be wearing an outfit resembling one of my other kins’ today at a family function, which is cool—most of my gear is bracelets and stuff so I’m having a sudden influx of outfit gear :D I might not wear the hat much in public but I’m so excited to have it!

- Ran / 🧡✨ / 💚🐝

u/L0V3J0YF0R3V3R — 4 days ago

Is my art allowed here?

I know this IS a blotch-faced cat, but I’m not sure if this sub allows art or only photos. Either way, I’ve been finding the cats of this sub very cute recently and so I present to you: the homophobic stealth bomber (/j). Hopefully this makes someone happy! :)

u/L0V3J0YF0R3V3R — 5 days ago

Escaping the dreaded art block…

I wanted to draw but the art has not been arting recently… so I used a base to make this lovely blotch-faced cat. I’m thinking of making this a real OC though. They look a little perturbed and I’m sort of loving it. Any ideas for names, Clans, roles, etc?

The base I found is posted by dark_moon on Pinterest, but I posted it here as well for anyone who wants it. I CAN draw cats, sometimes even successfully, but with this base I actually drew a cat I like in what I’d estimate to be twenty minutes with very little indecision.

Have a nice day/night, everyone!

u/L0V3J0YF0R3V3R — 5 days ago

In all honesty, I kinfirmed this after an appointment during which I felt dismissed and infantilized. Some of the things I was told I can acknowledge were right, and some I can acknowledge weren’t true to my experience of at least not portrayed that way. I felt I was being misunderstood because of my autism, and it was generally a terrible experience—no more details on that.

During that and after I was having a mental shift and later physical shifts that followed, as well as some painful memories. I can’t say I’m completely displeased with this kin, but I’m upset about the circumstances and I’m still kind of recovering from that appointment.

u/L0V3J0YF0R3V3R — 8 days ago

DSMP is my largest kin source, being not only my special interest but also the source of most of my kins (9). As a general rule doubles are fine, but it depends slightly on current shifts/shift intensities.

When interacting with other DSMP kind I’m more likely to have shifts of an associated character I kin, which means generally you won’t interact with doubles even if we share kins.

On my pronouns.cc you’ll find a member below with my list of DSMP kins if you’re interested, I didn’t post an image here so that people would definitely read before deciding whether we can interact.
I will note that my strong shift of this moment might not be altered by interacting with you (at the time I’m posting this), which is why Quackity kins are temporarily marked as DNI.

https://pronouns.cc/@xx-ran-boo-xx

- Q

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u/L0V3J0YF0R3V3R — 9 days ago
▲ 17 r/plural

So I’ve actually been on this sub for a while because I discovered it and felt confused. I still don’t fully get what it means to be plural/a system (sorry if those are two different things), and I’d love an explanation if anyone knows how to explain it.

Mostly what I’m confused by is that sometimes I feel other presences mentally/in my own body (some of which I’m familiar with and others not) but almost always feel like I’m acting for myself—and yet it doesn’t always feel right.

Yesterday I felt strange and emotional while writing a comment on an LGBTQ sub and slipped into “we/us/our/etc” pronouns. I’m often very picky about grammar, but at that moment saying “I” just didn’t feel accurate and even felt a little distressing. I’m not sure if that changes anything but I’d love an opinion, an explanation or anything like questions to help me figure myself out a bit better.

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u/L0V3J0YF0R3V3R — 16 days ago