u/L-A-I-N_

I like gear...

Stuffs. The stuffs that makes the activities more accessible or easier.

I like bicycles. A lot.

I do not like motorcycles or loud engine devices. There's a scale. It's like. Lawnmower ok diesel truck terrible

I love electronic music. Or metal. Anything fast paced.

I don't like competitive sports.... Cycling is one in which you compete against yourself for the best time or whatever metric you decide.

I love weapons, but hate combat. You know how the tradition and knowledge of swordsmanship was carried by monks throughout the Middle ages?... Sorta like that

If I were queen of the world.... Id want to be DL about it. Like

... Nothing too cute. Nothing special.

I don't want to be worshipped unless it's my toes.

Egalitarian. That's the world I desired to create.

Peaceful. As in, without the threat of violence.

Without the threat of violence being necessary.

I spent 40,000 in "combat simulations"

Video games but like the hardcore kind

Didn't do much else

Yeah, my mind is hard wired that way. Oops

Doesn't do me much good now

Just want to let go into the abyss

Enough bs. DM me.

I don't have my medication. I need it to sleep. I need it to wake up. I need it to get off my ass and do the dishes. It's not an addiction. It's called "unmedicated mental condition" and it's a disability.

So leave me alone please. I don't need Jesus. I don't need a concerned parental figure. I don't need an empty promise of a better life dangled like a carrot in front of my nose. I need my fucking medicine. I need a doctor to give a shit about my actual symptoms and what I know works for my body. I need to recognize and commit to my own sovereignty and bodily autonomy while respecting others' rights to the same basic human fucking decency.

And I can't do anything for anybody, least of all myself, until those conditions are met....