r/BeTrueToYouSelf

Silence is not empty.

It is the color of silver.

It feels like the fur of fabric.

It sounds like wind chimes

moving in the air.

It hides in the deepest of corners

of the universe,

Waiting for the time

to make it right.

When the time is right,

silence will call your name.

When it has spoken the unspoken words,

they will fly in the distance like a rocket.

The creatures and such will laugh out in joy,

only to find out this beautiful silence.

When we think we have forgotten the desperate times,

the universe will remember.

The universe sings out to us like a lullaby,

while we use our last breath

to breathe in the air.

When I feel the atmosphere of the world,

I couldn't help but deliver the message

I was meant to receive.

Okie so like wot dis? Asks the fox' nose, that's also a turtle shell, a lynx's laugh and a goose's sense of community?

I wake up at the end of my restless nights with this feeling of failure and unworthiness. My mind races trying to pick up pieces of where we left off. I spin in circles looking for answers or a solution to figure out the problems. When is it enough? Why can't we just say "You know we both got in each other's life because of love and understanding that's how you fix this. Plain simple not too hard to just love one another. Yeah the past has pushed us to believe this fairytale that it's going to be a disaster like most of our endeavors in love. See me and you are a lot alike. We love so passionately and never got the chance to look at each other's flaws and embrace them and accept that we would never destroy each other for the sake of love. TSA you're my sunflower the most beautiful flower in the world. Not one time have I set out to destroy you in a million years I'd still be there waiting for you. I made a promise to never leave you. I will not go back on that promise. Yes I've made mistakes. I've lied to you. I've done unspeakable things that I'm ashamed of. But not once will I ever destroy you. I need answers some type of clarity in all the times I wake up and you're gone. This time I think I know where you're at. Silent treatment is not my strength. It is destroying me. I won't fall out of love with you. I'll fight tooth and nail for you. I find all your lost items. Just found some more and returned them to you. I want so bad to see you. Distant and silence are slowly breaking me apart. Will you pick up the pieces? Will you reach out in the light and pull me out of this dark cold lonely place? Or did I destroy you? Wish you would know that I am here for you. Wish you would know I love you. Wish no one would ever have hurt you so that you built this wall that seems impossible to ever get through. Will you just please love me?

I am known as the quiet girl. A girl who is timid and shy.

My words are like fur, to soft to be heard.

The pain I hide, I am afraid to let it shine. When I am hurting, I just let myself suffer.

I let to let my tears come out in the rain, because I can be part of the raging storm.

When my worlds come apart, it is like watching the moon and sun singing to each other.

My screams are so quiet, that the wind would have to die down to let me be heard.

My face is like a ghost in the firelight. Eyes ahead, like no life inside.

The smile I have, is like a firework at work.

Just because I am quiet, it doesn't mean- I can't be heard.

Sometimes we just remember things;

Don’t we?

For example I have stamped in my memory.

A moment where my boyfriend and I

Had just arrived in Corfu

And had just entered in Corfu Hotel;

After we paid,

The receptionist came with us,

To show us the room,

Going to the ground -2,

As the hotel was on top of a rock;

At the moment

When the three of us were inside

The small spaced elevator,

I was thinking

«…Here we are

…Earthlings,

Each one engaged in our affairs»

Imagine what an alien would think?

Right now,

Looking at us;