u/Kufiya_25

I just clocked 2 years sober and it literally doesn't do anything for me. I am afraid of people finding out and treating me poorly, yelling and setting me up in the name of "healing".

I cannot be proud of myself or happy as I am constantly seeing (in my head) people questioning everything I do and call it denial whenever I do not acknowledge how I am the problem and everybody else is a saint. Particuraly the question of amends which I don’t want to do to my abusive family of origin and abusive people from the past.

Honestly, I am scared. Especially considering that my abusive family of origin thinks they didn’t do anything wrong and I "went no contact out of the blue". Also my mother is ACA which I think automatically gives her a moral highground in this community despite everything she did. Also I feel like whatever I say will be interrupted and I will be pressed whereas she will be assured and violated.

Also, I have gained weight and I feel like this will be used to "prove" I am not truly over it.

Literally, who is he to get mad at Loak and constantly put him down? Loak isn't even half as moronic as Jake was in the first movie.