u/Kubanbutterfly

14 days of No Contact

It's the longest we've ever gone without talking since we met 3 1/2 years ago. Not counting the times we spent in jail/rehab.

I can barely stand it. How am I supposed to make it to a year? Several years?

I have NO idea what you're doing. Wait, I can probably guess tho.

How did I fall in love so hard with someone who chose to leave me in the same painful way she left you?

Each of these 14 days, you have chosen to stay silent, stay away, not call or texts.

This is so stupid. You let some 55 year old cousin dictate your life, manipulating and threatening to disown you if you stay with me? She only feels that way and made that ultimatum over the lies you told her. Shes gonna go back home. I know she already did. Shes gonna do her life, keep going, be with whoever SHE wants with no input from you... in a whole other state. She don't pay your bills, help you when you need it, didn't pay a cent for your bail, car, apartment, etc. And you gonna let this women control who you love and how you live your life?

Oh wow, YOU know this situation is fake AF. You are chosen a fake ultimatum, a fake situation, fake everything. You took advantage of this opportunity to break up with me like a wimp. Having some loud disrespectful cousin of yours treat me like that... being loud and threatening won't work. I'm not scared of her at all. She should have been nice if she expected me not to do what I should have done a long time ago.

At least if you were gonna break up with me, you should have had the balls to just say that and literally igmore me or make sure I lkew it was for good. AND IT SHOULD BE OVER THE TRUTH.

You're so dumb.

You could have chosen me and temporary lost your relationship with your cousin. All you had to do to get that back was tell the truth and be the team we should have been. Do you not realize that by choosing her and letting her treat me that way is direct going to be the reason your nightmare comes through.

So you can have your relationship with your cousin...

But it'll be controlled, only by phone, only YOU reaching out, distant, full of barriers, affecting more than your release with your families , but affecting your entire life period you'll blame me again , but you should blame yourself and definitely your cousin.

What's the you that told me?I should have handled this similar situation with honey instead of vinegar? you should have given that same advice to your cousin.

I’m a bad ass. I handle shit and advocate loud and picket for social justice and stand tall when it comes to females owning their truth and life and not needing a man to complete them. I teach my kids that they are enough and not to waste time on pleasuring anyone else too much that doesn’t reciprocate the same. I preach to my friends that they are amazing and anyone whom doesn’t see it or hates on them are jealous and losers and a waste of time. I fight for my own ability to have confidence in myself, my strengths, my values, and that I would do anything in the world for my kids.

But without you, I'm none of that.

I’m a bad ass. I handle shit and advocate loud and picket for social justice and stand tall when it comes to females owning their truth and life and not needing a man to complete them. I teach my kids that they are enough and not to waste time on pleasuring anyone else too much that doesn’t reciprocate the same. I preach to my friends that they are amazing and anyone whom doesn’t see it or hates on them are jealous and losers and a waste of time. I fight for my own ability to have confidence in myself, my strengths, my values, and that I would do anything in the world for my kids.

But without you, I'm none of that.