My baby died 10 days ago. I accidentally fell asleep when feeding him. I don’t know how I’m going to go on. He was my source of happiness and I loved him more than I ever imagined possible
I am also blaming myself a lot even though this is the last thing I ever wanted to happen
I’m struggling
My perfect 4 month old boy passed away last Sunday. I was breastfeeding him in bed during the night and fell asleep accidentally. When I woke up he was unresponsive.
I am on a lot of medication now despite no previous mental health issues but can’t seem to stop replaying the what ifs.
How am I ever going to get over this. He was my first born and I loved being a mum
A week ago today, my 4 month old died. Me and my partner had been out for drinks with some friends and we went home, got him changed and put him to bed. During the night he was unsettled so I got him out for a feed and accidentally fell asleep. When I woke up he had gotten on to his front and accidentally suffocated. Resuscitation attempts failed and he died
This week has been horrendous. I am having constant panic attacks and want my life to end too. I will never stop blaming myself for this even though it is the last thing I would have ever wanted to happen
He was my source of joy and happiness, I don’t think I will ever get through this