u/Keksbutter123

What I do is I just wanna chew on stuff and have smt in my mouth constantly. I dont care what it is, of course I pic the delicious stuff if it was there but as long as it aint bitter so that it tastes like poison (for example that one vegetable from Pakistan/India), imma eat it up.

What is also rather interesting is how I am not a picky eater unlike most other overweight folk as it seems like. I am much rather the solar opposite of an pick eater. Many try to help by explaining, how one can improve foods to taste much more delicious and still keep it healthy, but when I watch it, i`m always like "Nah, I could eat those berries straight without the chocolate".

I dont care about taste (unless it`s REALLY bad), I just wanna eat. Sometimes I even chew on random stuff lying around like paper that I cut out of the corner of pages or my pens. There was even a time where I was chewing copper wire that was lying around in my room.

The ways I usually snack are also just quite bizarre. Sometimes my mother boiles potatoes and just keeps them in a plate in the kitchen. Those are usually 5-7 potatoes, without any seasoning, oils or other stuff. Tbf I dont even know why she does it, maybe for me? Anyways, I can always manage to eat 3/4 of them and usually finish it all by the end of the day.

I have rarely ever feel full after eating and when I do, I feel like I overate. But even then, in 3h max I`ll be able to eat again like nothing ever happend.

So far I just viewed all of this as "Huh, I guess im fat af but at least I can chug down healthy shits", but in our household, healthy shit is never bought so I just am stuck with being overweight until I can move out and eat like 1 box of a random raw vegetable every day.

So, can yall tell if im just fat our if I should go to the doctor? Cuz I dont know shits about ED. Even if I dont have it, can yall chat give me advice on how to stop my behavior?

As of now im 16 mtf and oc im extremly overweight for my age and gender (male body cuz pretransition) if it matters, and I do carry a few autistic traits, although I didnt go to a doctor yet so I wouldnt rely on that bit of info.

Did I mention im overweight? I am EXTREMLY overweight and each time I look at the scale, it just a little higher than the last time. This is so annoying and scary and I dont know what to do.

I sm almost done with the damage so, tf do I do with those now?

I definitely wanna give em away in matches, likely not people on reddit or friends on steam.

Although, the classical way of just dropping shit in front of people is boring. Any ideas on how I could spice the give-aways up?

Maybe a shop where they need to pay or I'll shoot them (price can be very low, just 3 pieces of metal or smt).

Maybe a gameshow where 2 raiders are battling each to see who gets the stuff.

Maybe I just ask a fun question and then give it.

idk these are my ideas, yall have more creative/better stuff?

Title.

I started WAY too late cuz of work and now I am going into every event there is, too push my damage with 4-6 stacks of heavy ammo and a fully upgraded Bettina. Cuz of all the fighting, I also have about 8 Cores so I also could make those legendary weapons, but as of now I really dont need that.

Can ts work out? How can I maximize damage? should I also farm Deadlines?

God save me pls, I need that 5th skill point!

Edit: Anyone want a IV Bettina, fully modded and with 4 stacks of heavy ammo?

I hsve for the past half year slowly been switching from fast-paced fps like Tf2, Cs2 (rounds are short), Ultrakill (I still play that)

to very different shooters. The type of shooters, where in a gunfight, you might just sit behind a corner for 1 min. I played Arc Raiders, Dayz and just bought Hunt Showdown.

Nows the thing, I thought I had improved or at least carfied over some of my previous skills to said games, but no. I suck so hard in this type of slow combat. I dont know what strategies there are, when and how I should push/fall back or when to heal.

Mainly I think that's cuz I dont have that much playtime in those games. Dayz I bought last month and I ve not even been in a gunfight yet, as to be expected from Dayz, I still love that game.

Arc Raiders I have 160h but for such a long time I was just trying "hounorable combat" in mixed lobbies. But thats not how I improve my combat skill even if I were to do it, so imma have to commit fully into pvp lobbies which i am gonna do right after the expedition.

And Hunt? Well, I just bought it. Of course I only had 2 gunfights and oc I lost both of them What else is there to be expected?

So, do yall have sny tips how to fight in those games? How long I should stay behind cover, what to do when the enrmy runs or heals and all that stuff? Any help would be appreciated yall

So in this sub, most people seem to be wanting being seen by as few players as possible. They join low pop servers and avoid high traffic routes.

Now I wanna do the opposite, idc if I die I just would love to play with others. My problem is that I only had like 4 runs where I met other players.

also im new player so I suck