u/Jim-Dread

It's you. It's always been you, and it always will be.

I tried. Goddamn, did I try. We haven't been together in so long, it is probably just a memory to you. It's not to me. I close my eyes, and I can still smell you. I can still feel you. I still sleep on one side of my bed, expecting you to be there.

I hate this. I hate feeling like this for you. I never wanted to love you. It just happened. And we were happy.

I wish I knew what it was. What do I lack? What did I do? What did I not do? Something. Anything.

I wish I could hate you, because then I would stop loving you.