Problem/Goal: First time kong mag SOP. As a girl, I am not sure how to feel about it.
Context: I feel guilty as it is against my morals, but I also do understand that physiologically speaking, it is a need to release. Sometimes, our id takes over our ego that we turn a blind eye to what is considered moral and what is not. But there are cases as well when I think that maybe, morality is a social construct.
I do not know who else to tell it to, so I am posting it here. I am conflicted. The pleasuare it gives is undeniably good, but the post-deed digs guilt.
Thank you for reading.