u/IndustryCold6635

I'm 20 F, isfj, virgo, from a lower middle class family and i (gonna be weirdly specific) was raised up like a responsibility rather than a human being, suck at forming opinions of my own, have a very low to no self esteem so i thrive on external validation, lie a lot, am a bit too self aware, possibly have cptsd and a bunch of other undiagnosed mental illnesses, and in general not the best person to be friends with. But I also really need to sit my ass and study for a few exams (CUET, NEST, AIIMS BSc Nursing), and I've realised I need someone to hold me accountable. All i can give in return is...also just, accountability. Anyone interested can DM and suggest how we go about this ! Ty :3

But I'm also just really done with everything so i probably won't even take the help anyone offers so I also advice you not to waste your time on this. <3

Can I still watch House MD after fumbling my last NEET attempt and permanently shutting the doors to mbbs ? I was planning to after 'acing' NEET but that never happened 😭💔

My internal monologue is not too different from this.

source: https://www.reddit.com/r/coaxedintoasnafu/comments/1t8a6q3/coaxed_into_a_lecture/