u/Ill-Decision-8450

My best friend of 11 years ghosted me. I told him by email and text how sad I am and heartbroken and I feel platonic friendship rejection and abandonment is so much worse than a lover in my experience. I thought he was my best friend he told me he was . But he knows how hurt I am and clearly doesnt want to be friends , hang out with me or even talk to me. Should I keep reaching out and saying how sad I am and that I’m confused and hurt? My texts say delivered on iPhone so he hasn’t blocked me. I am just so hurt I was always a good friend to him and loved him like family. I am really heartbroken. I really valued him as a friend but clearly it was not reciprocated like I thought and that realization really hurts like a betrayal. I don’t know how I’ll get over this especially when he’s hanging out with new friends. We hung out every weekend.

So my ex discarded me after eleven years and just went silent treatment on me. He could be very cruel and emotionally abusive by screaming at me and hit me twice but of course we had good times too. Despite this likely being good for me and yes I am in counselling I am heartbroken and depressed by what he did. It feels like a betrayal saying he loved me and then up and doing this and leaving me alone with a new baby. I feel just devastated and unloved and unwanted. I also feel pathetic to feel this way for a guy who didn’t even really treat me well . however now I feel so isolated and everyone thinks he’s just wonderful and he doesn’t scream at other people so they would think I’m insane if I ever shared what he did to me. I don’t want revenge but it is an isolating spot. In this relationship I got isolated away from my friends and I have no family since my parents passed. I am wondering if you know how I get over this heartbreak because I’m finding it hard to go on and even look after my baby with such deep depression. Don’t get me wrong if i didn’t have the baby I’d have no reason to live. the baby is my only source of joy and purpose and I love him with my entire heart. I have never been so sad before and I go to weekly counselling and have been prescribed anti depressants but nothing seems to budge and when I see him out with others I feel jealous since I’m left alone and he just won’t speak to me it feels dehumanizing.

One of my neighbors keeps parking in visitor parking and seems entitled. However, I don’t want to appear petty if I report to strata. what would you do?