Just got tested today and found ot I have syphilis, I'm afraid because I might have infected guy I'm dating
So I have been dating this guy since February, we had unprotected sex on march1 just his moth I have been experiencing hese rashes on my hands, and I noticed ever since we had sex he was always not feeling well...he's bipolar and takles like three different types of antibiotics so I thought that was why, but now we had a fight unrelated b it over all he wanted some space told me I should get my sh it together so I did..part from learning how to manage my emotions. And be a better person I remembered to have a test I always took HIV test before last December was my last, and I took it I was clean and sill am today and was takinbprep before, but just today I was offered a free syphilis test, I took. It, came out aas positive, then I had a rpr quantitative test it was 1:128, and now I'm depressed and scared he will decide to cut me off or won't talk tok me anymore once I break the news, I'm going to tell him I have syphilis and might have infected him since I came inside of him...we are 23 and in love at the time he's already. I'm goinbi tell him and take responsibility for the payments but I'm so scared I hear the final words of him. Not wanting to see me anymore, Ive been goin hrog so much with failing college and having my tuition stollen and him wanting space because I got too SF depressed for him to handle and now this...I know it's my fault for nt getting checked prior because I was taking prep I didn't account syphilis because I was normal. Those past few months, Im just so alone right now