u/Icy-Marketing-5242

I’m still in the midst of things and feel every day the trauma bond. It’s all I’ve known my adult life (31 now). I have 4 children. I thought I had been so lucky to find someone so young and would be with him forever. Some days I’m mad, some sad, some in denial. But I know I can’t erase the abuse and trauma.
I’m a SAHM and have no money to my name. Havnt worked in 6 years. Not a ton of in person support. I feel at a loss. Why is this my life now? It feels like a nightmare.
Will I ever find real love? I have 4 kids, not likely someone will take that on 😭
I’m focused on healing and my children but I struggle with all these emotions and feelings.

What’s your favorite episode and why is it the Wedding? 😭

Everytime it just takes my breath away. Jamie’s pure heart for Claire, his wedding prep and how they truly bond that night. You can see Claire begin to relax and actually fall for him, even with internal conflict. Just makes me fall in love with Jamie all over again 😭