u/ITzAbedeen

I (now 25M) got in more than once experience where I felt uncomfortable.

It's my first time confessing this, and I never told anyone about before.

The first time happened when I was 12 yo or younger , me and my father used to go to the men hot spa ( the one with a big pool and you got to rub your skin hard to remove all the death skin and dirt) every couple of months , my father cleaned me and I got dressed and waited for him in the car while it was his time to rub himself and then shower , we had very high car like truck that you need to climb it and also was parked away from other cars and people ,so no one was able to full reach me easily trough the window , but some guy came close and start talking to me and wanted me to open the door for him to talk better ,when I refused he started to tell me let go to get things for me from the market while waiting for my father to come ,also i didn't act and when felt like someone is coming close to the car he left immediately.

the second time was also in the same place and i was older and still under 18 , but inside next to the pool , I was sitting alone and my father was chatting with other in the pool where random guy came out of nowhere and set next to me very close (the sitting spots is like a room where you put your things and others shouldn't come in the same spot).

I was a little drowsy because of the steam, and he asked me if I came alone and I said no im with my father, and he asked me which one was he, and I told him.

then for like 3 to 5 minutes he didn't say a thing and started to close the distance between us until our hands touched, I took my hand back but he did the same again ,then i figured out what happening and panicked and run out of the pool and went out to the car , my father asked me why I did that but I kept quiet and didn't tell him.

the rest were just gay people approaching me online or irl, and this happened before and 18 yo to my 20 i guess, and then it's stopped.

since then, im very terrified by gay ,tran,fem, or any not straight men.

I don't look cute or beautiful or give any gay signs, and it makes me depressed

the memories keep coming in my head, and it made me feel less as man and always scared to face other men even in a fight

im building gym app and i want real videos for it.

and is there any api with free development plan?

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​Here is a little bit about who I am:

​I’m 6'0" tall, Arab with brown skin.

im cat person; I don't own one right now because, unfortunately, i had to give my 🫒, but I'll get a new one soon.

I don't drink alcohol and never will.

I’m happy to swap pictures once we get to know each other a bit and feel comfortable!

​My Vibe: I’m definitely an ambivert. I can be a little quiet at first, and I'm not always the best at initiating conversations, but once I warm up to you, I’m an open book.

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I love getting outside, taking long walks, and just appreciating nature (and I have a big soft spot for the street cats I see along the way).

I like to go to the gym, but I've been on and off because of my last uni semesters pressure,but now im back after i finished uni

When I’m unwinding at home, I enjoy a good storyline—whether that's watching a show or reading manga , or playing some fps games like Valorant PUBG Overwatch or Rocket League, i also play other game and open to play new ones if you want.

​Who I'm looking for:

​A woman between the ages of 20 and 30.

​Someone who is family-oriented. I definitely want kids in the future, so someone who wants to be a mother one day is a must for me.

​Someone nice who either shares my hobbies or is excited to introduce me to hers!

Since I don't drink, I am looking for someone who also isn't a heavy drinker/alcoholic.

​Physical preference: Just to be upfront about what I'm attracted to, I tend to lean toward women with lighter skin tones.

​How to reach out:

Congratulations if you made it this far! If you genuinely feel like we might be compatible, please reach out. Since I'm not the best at starting conversations, it would be awesome if you sent a message that tells me a bit about yourself rather than just a 'hi.' Ultimately,