u/I3abe1989

Lately I feel like I’m drowning in rejection and comparison.

My husband, who I truly believed was the love of my life, left me..He’s now been in a relationship with someone else for two years.

Another man I dated ended things suddenly without any explanation and i jusr found out he’s now engaged to the woman he started seeing after me.

Then there’s someone who left me once before, came back into my life a year later, and then left me again months after and now he keeps telling me that I’m the problem, that everybody in my life leaves me, so it must be something wrong with me.

And the worst part is that those words are getting into my head.

I keep comparing myself to the women they chose after me. I keep wondering what they had that I didn’t, what made them worth staying for when I wasn’t.

I know relationships end for many reasons, but emotionally it just feels like proof that I’m never enough and always the one left behind.

it’s eating me alive. I lost all my self confidence recently and started to believe im truly the problem by all and not wanted