We were not legally married, but we were married in the eyes of God I'm leaving and he won't care if i die.
I'm planning to leave my emotionally abusive husband. We were not legally married. We were together three years. We had a ceremony and took vows before God and I truly feel in my heart that we were married. I've told him that I need to leave because he's unwilling to work on these things that are hurting me and my child. He's mean when he's angry and he's angry a lot of the time he's telling me now that when I leave, he will not care if I am dead or alive whether I get in a car crash or explode in a terrorist attack that it'll be like a vanished and I will no longer exist. There is no chance at reconciliation. But I truly feel I need to go. was I truly married to him? Was this marriage real? I don't feel I'm breaking our covenant if this is how he treats me. God wouldn't want to be be belittled and put down and yelled at... right. Was it even real. My husband would never treat me this way.. a true Husband would care if I was dead.. is there anything that I need to do like pray to God to release me from this or am I biblically OK to go and not be bound to him anymore...