We’ve our full squad in the Final , with WZE playing every match since the start of the season. Just because Fabian is back, should we drop him? Or should we continue starting him like we did when Fabian was injured?
We met at 15. Fell in love the way only teenagers can — completely, blindly, beautifully. For the first few years everything was us against the world.
Then in 2024 I got admitted into one of India's top engineering colleges 1500km away from home. That's when the LDR started.
Her parents are extremely strict. No calls, no video calls. Our entire relationship lived on WhatsApp. Looking back that was our first real problem — an entire relationship built on texts with no real communication.
Slowly the misunderstandings grew. Small things became big fights. Things that a 5 minute call could have solved turned into days of silence and damage.
She said she couldn't continue the LDR. I was devastated. We tried to meet but our exams were going on. One day she checked my phone and found I had shared our relationship problems with female friends. She got angry and blocked me everywhere.
In that moment of weakness and pain I tried to pursue someone else. I'm not proud of it. Nothing happened but the intention was there. Later she came back, we reconciled, but that incident eventually reached her through mutual friends and broke her trust completely.
Still I fought. January, February, March — I reassured her every single day. We met in March and it was genuinely beautiful. Face to face we were always good. It was always the distance that broke us.
But then I came back to college and within weeks everything fell apart again. She fought over me liking posts on Instagram. She made my birthday hell. On 2nd April we officially broke up.
Even then I couldn't let go. I kept reaching out. She was rude but I kept trying.
Then recently she confessed — she has lost interest. Her love is almost gone. The reason she gave was that I ignored her too much, gave late replies, chose gaming over texting sometimes during my exam period.
And when I brought up what she said in anger hoping she'd take it back — she defended it.
She defended it.
Yet face to face her energy is completely different. Warm, shy, romantic, present. That contradiction is what's destroying my mind right now.
I'm going home soon. We'll meet. And I know it'll feel amazing in the moment. But I also know from experience that when I return to college the same cycle will begin again.
6 years. Half my teenage life. And I genuinely don't know how to close this chapter.
Has anyone been through something like this? How did you finally let go of someone you still love but who has clearly already moved on emotionally? And how do you stop hoping when hope is all you've known with this person?
Just need some perspective. Be honest with me.
TLDR:
Met at 15, fell in love, 6 years together. LDR started in 2024 when I got into engineering college 1500km away. Entire relationship survived on WhatsApp because her parents are strict. Trust got broken on both sides. We broke up, got back, broke up again multiple times. She recently confessed her love is almost gone and defends it even when challenged. Yet face to face her energy is completely warm and romantic. I'm going home soon and I know the meetup will feel beautiful but I also know from experience that when I return to college the same cycle will repeat. 6 years and I still can't let go. How do you finally close a chapter that shaped your entire teenage life?
We met at 15. Fell in love the way only teenagers can — completely, blindly, beautifully. For the first few years everything was us against the world.
Then in 2024 I got admitted into one of India's top engineering colleges 1500km away from home. That's when the LDR started.
Her parents are extremely strict. No calls, no video calls. Our entire relationship lived on WhatsApp. Looking back that was our first real problem — an entire relationship built on texts with no real communication.
Slowly the misunderstandings grew. Small things became big fights. Things that a 5 minute call could have solved turned into days of silence and damage.
She said she couldn't continue the LDR. I was devastated. We tried to meet but our exams were going on. One day she checked my phone and found I had shared our relationship problems with female friends. She got angry and blocked me everywhere.
In that moment of weakness and pain I tried to pursue someone else. I'm not proud of it. Nothing happened but the intention was there. Later she came back, we reconciled, but that incident eventually reached her through mutual friends and broke her trust completely.
Still I fought. January, February, March — I reassured her every single day. We met in March and it was genuinely beautiful. Face to face we were always good. It was always the distance that broke us.
But then I came back to college and within weeks everything fell apart again. She fought over me liking posts on Instagram. She made my birthday hell. On 2nd April we officially broke up.
Even then I couldn't let go. I kept reaching out. She was rude but I kept trying.
Then recently she confessed — she has lost interest. Her love is almost gone. The reason she gave was that I ignored her too much, gave late replies, chose gaming over texting sometimes during my exam period.
And when I brought up what she said in anger hoping she'd take it back — she defended it.
She defended it.
Yet face to face her energy is completely different. Warm, shy, romantic, present. That contradiction is what's destroying my mind right now.
I'm going home soon. We'll meet. And I know it'll feel amazing in the moment. But I also know from experience that when I return to college the same cycle will begin again.
6 years. Half my teenage life. And I genuinely don't know how to close this chapter.
Has anyone been through something like this? How did you finally let go of someone you still love but who has clearly already moved on emotionally? And how do you stop hoping when hope is all you've known with this person?
Just need some perspective. Be honest with me.
TLDR:
Met at 15, fell in love, 6 years together. LDR started in 2024 when I got into engineering college 1500km away. Entire relationship survived on WhatsApp because her parents are strict. Trust got broken on both sides. We broke up, got back, broke up again multiple times. She recently confessed her love is almost gone and defends it even when challenged. Yet face to face her energy is completely warm and romantic. I'm going home soon and I know the meetup will feel beautiful but I also know from experience that when I return to college the same cycle will repeat. 6 years and I still can't let go. How do you finally close a chapter that shaped your entire teenage life?
In internals she gave me 45/60 where most of my friends are at 51-52.
I couldnt do javascriptnor react. So will she give me C grade only or minimum B i can expect from her??