I am one month on testosterone today.
honestly I still feel a lot of dysphoria and depression, I think that looking unconventional might just be a truth of my life that I will have to live with. I know that good things come to those who wait but I feel very isolated from my peers because of my dysphoria, maybe things will get better with time.
I was injecting today and my hands got super shaky and the needle slipped out before I was done. I was wondering if it’s okay to inject the rest of the testosterone that didn’t make it in the first shot?
if i can look cis then what’s the point? I feel very depressed, I just wish I was a normal boy. that’s the one thing I want in my life.
I’m trying to be comfortable with not wearing sweatshirts but I think my body is too clocky to wear anything else yet.
if anybody has advice on what to wear to look less clocky, that would be appreciated
i feel discouraged from talking to people because of my dysphoria, i only have 1 close friend in my life, she is my sister. (I love her but it makes me sad that I’m not very social outside of hanging out with her) I feel awkward and uncomfortable when talking to new people, did those feelings ever change when being on testosterone?