u/Haunting-Manager-16

I went on a grocery trip and di my shopping autopilot.. and when I got home, I realised the pork I got was raw boneless pork country style ribs , which I've never cooked before...q-q

I don't have a dutch oven, oven, or a slow cooker/crockpot.. What I have is a normal small pot, a small rice cooker with the "cook" and "warm" function, and a pan (+ olive oil).

I'm open to any suggestions!

hi dad, 21F over here, graduating in upcoming july. There's so much thoughts in my head, and I'm drowning in it all alone, so I hope I can let them out here- and maybe ask for comfort or advice. But I just want to get it off my chest to feel better.

Truth be told, I never thought I'd make this far. I always thought I'd be gone by 18, considering the terrible mood swings and constant blues that seemed to stick to me like stubborn fog all the time. There are days where I feel stuck to my bed, staring at the ceiling and feeling the passage of time go by when people got up and just go by their days. There are days where I barely want to do anything, including eat or drink.

But I'm here. I'm still here, existing. But I feel very lost. All these years of studying has always just been moving up from one education to another, and now that I am graduating university, I don't know what to do post-grad. I don't know what to do in this "adult world". Criminology was fun, and I adore it. But career wise, the things I wanted to do as a job is either not looking for new people, or have a high chance of getting replaced by AI (eg. legal assistant work/paralegal). My family is willing to support me if I want to go to law school, but honestly, I don't think that path is the right one for me, dad. But I don't know what else I can do.

I've been looking for jobs since last year, and time and time again, it's either rejection or getting ghosted. I was lucky to land a short part time last quarter, but I have to quit it due to graduation (and internship) after a total of 4 months of working there. I kept applying, looking and interviewing (both major related and non major related), but to no luck. And honestly, it's just getting more and more discouraging. But I think that at least even if it's short term, it counts as a first start..even if it's only part time position, right?

I have hobbies, and things that kept me afloat I think. I like games, I like art, cosplay and writing. I have things I wanted to explore, like SFX make up and painting clay figurines. But all that needs money, and I can't find a job to continue it.

I want to do something that helps people in the future, but I can barely hold myself together mentally...