u/Green_Statement_9063

Didn't get period last month, e month ochindi 😭😭 pain kuda ostundi 😭😭😭 foot 👣 🦶 pain , hip pain , lower stomach pain , waist pain , thighs pain, calf pain , neck pain, opika ledu , discomfort anni oke sari ochay.

Repu tondaraga levali ee discomfort tho 😭😭😭😭 , kitchen, rooms clean cheyadaniki kuda opika ledu 😭 e discomfort pettukoni tailor daggariki poya & badminton lo join avudam ani 2+ kms naduchukuntu poya. Time waste ayyindi & pain increase ayyindi 😭😭😭😭😭😭

I saw his posts he is so happy he got a job going ahead in life I have not changed anything the same dumbness even though I am still behaving like the same , got social media addiction, avoiding the work which will take me ahead in life, living in imagination, put on weight, left job 9 months back , unable to generate consistent income in my own work because unable to focus there, fully broken, fucked up with my personal life & daily routine, got rejected in normal dating, i feel I'm degrading myself day by day 😭😭😭😭

Today I chatted with someone who has the same name as him. I got triggered & to end up checking his social media, felt bad again because he has grown alot in his career where I'm fully broken in even worst way😭😭 again checked his social media found his pic end up crying so badly even though it was not love it was just situationship for him but I was so emotionally attached with him dispite knowing it will not go anywhere. I lived in imagination with him

Constantly I'm degrading myself , with no self love not even 0.1% 😭😭😭😭

I'm still thinking about him not because he is so handsome or great just because i didn't raise my standards or grow in life. I'm feeling extremely bad 😭😭 if i grow in life I'll see someone who is in my level now I'm in lowest level so that's why I'm still thinking about him

Why I'm fucking my life 😭 I'm unable to stay consistent to work on myself 😭😭😭 feeling bad , sad, heartbroken. I'm in my worst place rn

Note: only read if u have car 🚗 or have idea about car

So i like car /s 🚗 okasari schooty nerchukuntu padipoya . A taruvatha two wheelers ki dandam pettesa. Epudu ma intlo andariki two wheelers unay naku tappa. Konte car eeh konta ledante auto lo ne tiruguta ani i promised myself.

Epudu bayataki velladaniki chala ebbandi padalsi ostundi. Enta Chaduvi 30 ellu daggariki ostunna oka car konaleka poya ane guilty feeling epudu untundi. Ala gani eppatlo kone paristithi kuda ledu not even second hand car because danni maintenance cheyyali ga.

So e roju shopping vella anni shops pakka pakkane una nadichi velle tappatiki chala time padutundi & opika ledu. So nenu oke okka shop tiriga ochesa 😭. Auto lo veltunapudu avi fast ga reach ayyi veltunayi. I felt like naku epudu car unte enta free ga ayyedi kada e roju shopping 🛍️ anipinchindi. Monna kuda friend tho shopping ki velte atu etu nadipinchindi endalo 😭😭 aah enda effect valla nenu 2 days bed 🛏️ rest tisukovalai ochindi.

So nakem Idea 💡 ochindi anthe epudu, nenu manchi ga driving nerchukoni car 🚗 rent ki tisukoni naku ayite eppatiki day time lo just 30-50km from my house tirigesi car back Este saripotudi ga ani thought ochindi. It's possible kuda max to max 2500 rs/- ayipotundi kada . Anthe rapido, ubar kanthe ekkuve but na korika ritutundi + driving nerchukoni car drive cheste , nenu car kone time ki manchi experience kuda ostundi.

But epudu driving nerchukovadaniki + rent lo cars tisukovadaniki ekuva amount avutunda ? Please drop your suggestions

Thanks in advance 😊

Note: only read if u have car 🚗 or have idea about car

So i like car /s 🚗 okasari schooty nerchukuntu padipoya . A taruvatha two wheelers ki dandam pettesa. Epudu ma intlo andariki two wheelers unay naku tappa. Konte car eeh konta ledante auto lo ne tiruguta ani i promised myself.

Epudu bayataki velladaniki chala ebbandi padalsi ostundi. Enta Chaduvi 30 ellu daggariki ostunna oka car konaleka poya ane guilty feeling epudu untundi. Ala gani eppatlo kone paristithi kuda ledu not even second hand car because danni maintenance cheyyali ga.

So e roju shopping vella anni shops pakka pakkane una nadichi velle tappatiki chala time padutundi & opika ledu. So nenu oke okka shop tiriga ochesa 😭. Auto lo veltunapudu avi fast ga reach ayyi veltunayi. I felt like naku epudu car unte enta free ga ayyedi kada e roju shopping 🛍️ anipinchindi. Monna kuda friend tho shopping ki velte atu etu nadipinchindi endalo 😭😭 aah enda effect valla nenu 2 days bed 🛏️ rest tisukovalai ochindi.

So nakem Idea 💡 ochindi anthe epudu, nenu manchi ga driving nerchukoni car 🚗 rent ki tisukoni naku ayite eppatiki day time lo just 30-50km from my house tirigesi car back Este saripotudi ga ani thought ochindi. It's possible kuda max to max 2500 rs/- ayipotundi kada . Anthe rapido, ubar kanthe ekkuve but na korika ritutundi + driving nerchukoni car drive cheste , nenu car kone time ki manchi experience kuda ostundi.

But epudu driving nerchukovadaniki + rent lo cars tisukovadaniki ekuva amount avutunda ? Please drop your suggestions

Thanks in advance 😊

Repu Narsingh fabric store ki veltunna + with friend tho lunch bayata plan chesanu. Ameerpet lo manchi restaurants emaina unte cheppandi

Fabrics kuda peddaga emi anukoledu

Simple cotton kuda chala costly ga undi youtube lo chuste so if u even went there please give suggestions

From the last few days nunchi baga distrabe ayyanu. Unable to concentrate on work & my routine. Routine fucked up long back le already. Didn't fix it yet.

E madya dating rejection after seeing my pic all of them took toll on my routine, sleep , mental health

To divert social media again & again open CHESI time spent chesanu. Not getting anything but time baga waste avutundi. At the end I'm feeling drained out & so sad. Void. Same loop repeat avutundi.

So madya lo kuda no social media lanti promises chesukunna gani fulfill cheyaleka poyanu.

Please give suggestions. This time I want to focus on my work & routine, no social media

Recently i spoke to a few men , after sharing my pic one said we can't take it further ani so i too didn't like him

So it ended happily. But felt bad na pic chusaka he rejected me ane feeling ochindi. But i forgot it & felt comfortable later. I was happy to end things actually.

Later 2nd person ki kuda share chesa same pic. we chatted & talked nicely but later the conversation died. He ghosted me. But I also didn't like this 2nd person either. Edo he was showing interest ani matlada anthe..

But na pic chusaka Ghost 👻 cheyadam anedi I'm taking it too personal. (Not because of him that's how I grew up with a lot of trauma)

I'm happy things ended with these people but nenu na pic ni chusi na looks nachaka reject chesaru ane thinking chestunanu. So this is where I'm self sabotaging.

Did u ever face situations like these girls ? Miru ela handle chestaru elantivi ?

Recently i spoke to a few men , after sharing my pic one said we can't take it further ani so i too didn't like him

So it ended happily. But felt bad na pic chusaka he rejected me ane feeling ochindi. But i forgot it & felt comfortable later. I was happy to end things actually.

Later 2nd person ki kuda share chesa same pic. we chatted & talked nicely but later the conversation died. He ghosted me. But I also didn't like this 2nd person either. Edo he was showing interest ani matlada anthe..

But na pic chusaka Ghost 👻 cheyadam anedi I'm taking it too personal. (Not because of him that's how I grew up with a lot of trauma)

I'm happy things ended with these people but nenu na pic ni chusi na looks nachaka reject chesaru ane thinking chestunanu. So this is where I'm self sabotaging.

Did u ever face situations like these girls ? Miru ela handle chestaru elantivi ?

Hi

I'm planning to buy clothes. Konni good tops(traditional), either readymade or cloth koni kuttichevi Edina okay. Maybe 10-12 manchi pairs anukuntuna. 10k saripotayo ledo telidu. At the same time 10k ni cross avvadu.

This time me buying clothes is so special for me anduku kante na kosam nenu at the age of 28 proper ga clothes konuko botunanu.

Eeni years step father techina uncomfortable dresses, Ayanaki nachani tshirts vesukoni enni years chala unforgettable feel ayyanu. Epudu clothes konukuni aa old clothes anni pakkana padeyali.

Okkati ante okkati kuda naku comfortable levu epudu unna clothes lo. So edi trauma ni heal chese process kuda by showing some love to myself.

Naku overthinking ekkuva kabbati & i feel uncomfortable to prioritize myself kabbati. E sari messy avvakuda dani ee post..

Hyderabad lo cheap & best lo dress meterial ekkada konnochu or ekkada clothes reasonable ki ostayo cheppandi.

Konni pants 👖 for night wear Max lo try chesa but cotton avvdam valla konni rojulake thin ayipotunayi. Lopada lining lekapovadam valla thondaraga torn or thin ayyipoyunayi anni readymade clothes. Also nenu cotton tappite enko meterial kuda try cheyaledu because i never get a chance to buy for myself since childhood. Ofcourse it was a tourcher. But epudu e 10k lo okkasari try cheyali

So edi konnochu please suggest me

Thanks