I remembered it's not going to be that easy
More than a month ago, I got my heart broken. It was so bad I could not function properly, I questioned my worth, I hated them so much I wanted them to suffer. So I did what I needed to do to at least alleviate the pain: did a one week social media detox, factory reset my phone, went on a vacation, went on solo dates. I got my socials back this May and damn the first crazy thing I did was to check his socials! I know but it became automatic then there it is the memories are back again. I stalked before I blocked him after that tho but then I remembered everything again. I am fine one minute then I am a mess the other. Almost everything reminds me of him and I hated the fact that he seems to be happy with someone else. How can people love someone else when they are in a relationship with another? I am sorry for this stupidity. I just really need this to get out of my system. I don't really want to be that annoying friend but I just can't really help it. Maybe I am so desperate to heal fast when what I really need is to just take it slow...