u/GrandEconomy6925

But nooo I'm a loser chud with only one bi girl in my school and she's my crazy ex

Like some think to support means you gotta dye your hair rainbow and go to every pride parade and others think it means just not saying slurs at them.

It's very very annoying. Especially when your imp and half the lobby leaves, it ruins the game. Also stop pressing the button at every little sis thing someone does I'm tired. And you can't even leave when this happens or you get the 5 minute ban

I'm serious.

Except if I go back to Romania and start going to a Romanian school... I can't read or write there above a first grade level. Well I'm a fast learner. When I was 12 I had the highest reading age score possible on the test we took. I'll be fine.

Sorry I haven't watched new episodes so idk if this has been proven or not.

Adrien we see him controlled physically and mentally very easily by Gabriel but as cat noir, not so much.v I mean in Simon says he tells at Gabriel and stuff. Maybe his miraculous being activated distrupts/disables the amok and temporarily turns him into a 'real boy'. He also acts VERY polar opposite as cat noir Vs adrien so that's evidence. Maybe this can be used to turn him into full time real boy eventually?? Idk

My mom read the first few chapters of my book. Apparently I barely ever got a single your/you're/yours or their/there/they're or were/we're right. I even miss out the apostrophes in them. I even missed out some question marks.

i'm saying this here since the internet makes me feel less lonely.

I don't have friends unless I forcefully hang around people. Even then I wouldn't say friends since they don't care or come to me first. I usually get drop or drop them when it's obvious they don't like me. I've been this lonely since I was like 10 but it only really hit me when I was 12. I'm 14 now. I have one friendish(???) and I question how much she cares about me. I know she doesn't hate me or wtv but still. It's mostly because I give her sweets and have a streak with her. I have a random mootie I tag in visa and that's it. I spend my time on yt tiktok and writing my book. I can't even write realistic friendships or romantic relationships since I don't know it that well. I used to genuinely be sad and cut because of it but I'm used to it now.

Right now there's these group of girls I like hanging near but I really only hang near (not even hang out) when I go to them. Mostly it's either me trying to talk and sometimes get teased or I say nothing. Or they make ragebait this specific girl by saying she's a lesbian for me (since I'm out as a lesbian, she's def not). But better than playing games on my phone in the toilet during lunch.

I hate seeing people repost videos about how their lonely and unloved when I know they aren't. I know I can't know a persons personal life but these I see these people walk to school with friends, eat with friends, walk to class with friends, hang out during and after school with friends ect. They even have sleepovers and go to the bathroom with them. And I see enough of these girls to know they haven't had any recent fights with their friends. Imagine if they were in my shoes for a change.

Then I see people getting birthday presents and Christmas gifts from their friends. I get it from my family like everyone but not from any 'friends' People don't get it. Even ones with less close friends have some and they complain.

The closest friends I ever had was my imaginary ones from when I was 4-11. I once had a panic attack at the thought they weren't really real and one day I would outgrow them.

I remember I used to cry every summer before school saying that one day I'll have lots of close freinds but I've stopped since I lost hope.

I also always see those funny tiktoks about bsf and your homies doing stupid shit and I wish that was me. I always dreamed of close childhood friends but wayy to late for that, well I count my old imaginary as ones since we were super close, but no real ones.

I like to imagine I'm my characters (form my games and books) and that I'm cuddling with their partner (not that I want their partner, just I like the comfort of pretending to be in their wholesome relationship).