I literally told him I was about to have sex other guys because he keeps ignoring me, and he decided to watch porn AGAIN. I had offered to have sex with him before, which I’m so embarrassed about. Like why do I keep trying? Why do I keep giving him opportunities to hurt me? I’m at a loss. He says all the right things and seems to mean them. Then he goes and does this. I wish he would just admit he doesn’t care about me.
I’m so confused writing this. I woke up with a line of what looks like black ink from a pen on my breast. It won’t come off so I’m convinced it’s ink. I took a bath before bed and would have noticed. There is just no way I could have done that to myself. I didn’t even use a pen yesterday and I had a high cut shirt on. I didn’t put on make up yesterday so no eyeliner or mascara. He’s saying he didn’t do it. But who else could have? He’s the only one. We are going through a rough patch in our marriage right now and trying to figure out how to work things out. How do I handle this? Why would he even do this? I have caught him taking pics of me sleeping but he’s never drawn on my body wtf.