u/Gold_Flounder8407

I’m failing, I’m Christian adult man who is married and kids and I am failing so miserably. I’m lying covering it up and can’t get a leg up. I’m seeking extreme stuff like “gooning” and can’t be trusted by myself. Its been off an on for years and you always say to yourself, maybe I can be better maybe this will knock me back on my feet. being adhd doesn’t help, I need help. I downloaded some blocking software for my phone. I wish I could just deleted stuff but I need it for work, I need help and accountability.

I barely made it a week before I totally folded, but I was an idiot: I haven’t eaten I was up late and this morning all that laziness and weak mindedness combined to me failing in my road to recovery.

need moral support and a reminder I’m not a fuck up

I need words I need to stop myself I was so so close today from slipping up

I’m failing, I’m an adult man who is married and kids and I am failing so miserably. I’m lying covering it up and can’t get a leg up. I’m seeking extreme stuff like “gooning” and can’t be trusted by myself. Its been off an on for years and you always say to yourself, maybe I can be better maybe this will knock me back on my feet. being adhd doesn’t help, I need help. I downloaded some blocking software for my phone. I wish I could just deleted stuff but I need it for work, I need help and accountability.

I’m failing, I’m an adult man who is married and kids and I am failing so miserably. I’m lying covering it up and can’t get a leg up. I’m seeking extreme stuff like “gooning” and can’t be trusted by myself. Its been off an on for years and you always say to yourself, maybe I can be better maybe this will knock me back on my feet. being adhd doesn’t help, I need help. I downloaded some blocking software for my phone. I wish I could just deleted stuff but I need it for work, I need help and accountability.