u/Glittering-Moon-7694

My ex and I broke up for good last year. Sa last year sa among relationship, situationship nalang mi until I found out nga cge japon diay sila sa iyahang babaye. 1 year na mi wala nagkita and I've been in and out the hospital since then. The stress of losing him triggers my illness to flare. I miss him so much pero nakaya nako nga wala na mi contact.

I stalk them everyday pero wala koy makita nga direct posts nila kay naka lock ilahang profile. I just saw some posts sa ilahang relatives like naa silay burial giattend, naa sila sa bukid naligo ug sapa, attend ug wedding. It crushes me everytime makita nako sila but I have restrained myself from messaging him. Sakit kaayo kay gilabay lang niya tanan kaagi namo, asta ang pagkawala sa among baby. Sakit kaayo coz they did me so wrong after lying to me a million times nga wala na sila pero sila pa diay. Mura ra silag wala nakasala nako. Kung kinsa pa tong mga evil kaayo ug gibuhat, sila pa ang malipayon.

There are days and weeks nga okay ko even if I still stalk them. Naa koy makit-an na pictures, masakitan ko and muhilak but ma okay na sad ko. I've been enduring this pain for 4 years and samot na ron coz wala na mi contact for a year. I also post here mangita ug ka date or bf but akoa ra sang i-delete coz I can't really focus on talking and seeing someone new because of my ex.

Lately, na notice nako nga ga-deactivate ang girl sa iyahang fb so I thought maybe because gaaway sila. Somehow I felt happy. But wala japon ko naghimo ug move nga makasturya akong ex because tbh, dako kaayo akong kalagot niya sa pagguba niya sa akong kinabuhi and if ever magbalik mi, it will still be the same cycle of betrayal and pain and ako ang alkansi. Kaso, nakit-an nako ganiha nga naka-tag sha sa outing nila sa iyahang mga relatives and kuyog ang girl. Sakit. For days nga gatuo ko nga they're facing karma tungod sa ilahang gibuhat nako and nag-away sila, wala diay. Sila japon, bahalag walay kwarta and jobless, pero sila japon. Sakit kaayo maong nakahilak jud ko diris office ron.

Maypa ang babaye, happy sha kuyog akong ex. Maypa sila, happy maski di nila deserve. Nganong ako nga biktima nila, dili man happy. Sila may nakapasakit nakog maayo. Mura ra man silag way atraso nako. 💔

Hi. I don't know how to begin...

Naa pa bay tarong nga lalake diri? I'm looking for a real connection with straight men my age or older. I tried posting before about looking for someone to date and more but it's either I ghost them, or dili nako makita ang sincerity nila, not emotionally capable or kanang ganahan na unta ko pero niundang lang ug chat and wa ra sad koy pake. 😅

I'm bored again or wanna talk to someone new, do something new coz I only work and go home. Yes boring akong life karon.

- I'm looking for someone who's the same age as me or older but not older than 44. Please lang.

- Single, not and never been married. Not in a relationship or has unfinished business with exes. Not even a widower.

- Preferably no kids.

- Working professional.

- Please be hygienic, clean and smell good.

- Dadbod please. No to gymrats coz I'm a lil chubby.

- Clean. Even if I'm not into hookups, please if you have STD, cheating kink or weird kinks with your wife or gf, don't bother messaging me. Stay away from me! A relationship is between 2 people only.

- Again, single. If cheater ka and bakakon ka, I would know. Stay away from me kay isumbong tikas imong asawa or uyab.

- No to anyone younger than me. Wag makulit!

- 5'7 and up but not more than 6'0 kay I'm short.

- Honest, humble, kind, doesn't look down on others.

- Dog and cat lover.

- Has good sense of humor. Can crack funny jokes.

- Again. No cheaters or liars. Allergic ko ninyo.

If you have a ride, mas nice. Amot bitaw kog gas if mag date ta.

About me:

39, single, never been married, no kids

5'1, chubby.

Fair skin

Working professional

Loves to cook and eat

Loves the cold weather

Loves pets

Introvert most of the time

Hygienic. Smells good.

Been with 2 men only. Clean.

Honest, faithful, loves a good and meaningful conversation.

Loves the city lights and mountain views.

I date to marry.

Hoping to find a real connection here that could possibly turn into a romantic relationship. I'd like to hear from you in my dms. Just don't say hi. Say something and we'll see how it goes. :)

It's so hard to focus on someone you're talking to and spending time with when someone else is still in your mind and heart. Everytime I'm talking to someone new, my heart always yearns and aches for someone I no longer see but the feelings, the same feelings, they still linger. Loving someone from afar is a curse. It's so painful. I couldn't see what's in front of me. 😢

Anyway, get well to me. I hate my sick body. I wanna go home. 😢

Hi. I don't know how to begin...

Naa pa bay tarong nga lalake diri? I'm looking for a real connection with straight men my age or older. I tried posting before about looking for someone to date and more but it's either I ghost them, or dili nako makita ang sincerity nila, not emotionally capable or kanang ganahan na unta ko pero niundang lang ug chat and wa ra sad koy pake. 😅

I'm bored again or wanna talk to someone new, do something new coz I only work and go home. Yes boring akong life karon.

- I'm looking for someone who's the same age as me or older but not older than 44.

- Single, not and never been married. Not in a relationship or has unfinished business with exes.

- Preferably no kids pero if naa ka then okay ra sad.

- Working professional.

- Please be hygienic, clean and smell good.

- Dadbod please. No to gymrats coz I'm a lil chubby.

- Clean. Even if I'm not into hookups, please if you have STD, cheating kink or weird kinks with your wife or gf, don't bother messaging me. Stay away from me! A relationship is between 2 people only.

- Again, single. If cheater ka and bakakon ka, I would know. Stay away from me kay isumbong tikas imong asawa or uyab.

- No to anyone younger than me. Wag makulit!

- 5'7 and up but not more than 6'0 kay I'm short.

- Honest, humble, kind, doesn't look down on others.

- Dog and cat lover.

- Has good sense of humor. Can crack funny jokes.

- Again. No cheaters or liars. Allergic ko ninyo.

If you have a ride, mas nice. Amot bitaw kog gas if mag date ta.

About me:

39, single, never been married, no kids

5'1, chubby.

Fair skin

Working professional

Loves to cook and eat

Loves the cold weather

Loves pets

Introvert most of the time

Hygienic. Smells good.

Been with 2 men only. Clean.

Honest, faithful, loves a good and meaningful conversation.

Loves the city lights and mountain views.

I date to marry.

Hoping to find a real connection here that could possibly turn into a romantic relationship. See you in my dms. Have a blessed Sunday.