u/Glass-Comparison6300

I get pretty privilege a lot. Stared at. I've worked with mostly men since I was 19 and the things I've heard from them is insane and creepy. All while having kids, wives or not or whatever. So going to a store and seeing these same type of men staring at me like damn predators, freaks me out. And I don't know how to handle it. I will get majorly upset, I will look angry and be super passive aggressive to protect my myself and it sounds crazy. I feel women are treated like we're crazy when we finally break down. I have a hard time shopping or going anywhere. I'm very petite. My face is small and I'm compared to a child since I've lost 20 lbs. Yet men act like it's an invitation to be creepy. Like I don't see through them and it makes me angry. I look around and guys are just making eye contact and smirking at me and it pisses me off. I wanna be left alone. I'm not interested. It's ANNOYING. Please no hate.

I don't get it. Was confirmed with cat scan (I believe it was) that my nose was "very deviated" but they wanted to go through with a balloon sinuplasty. I cancelled as I have been wanting my nose to be straightened. It's clearly crooked. It looks crooked, feels crooked and one nostral is always blocked by a wall of my crooked nose. I don't get why I'm always treated like I don't need these things, I have a feeling this ent just wanted me to keep coming back or something. If I'm gonna pay the copay through my insurance I'd rather pay for a large down payment for a rhinoplasty/septoplasty for the price I'd pay for the copay for the sinuplasty..