u/FunkyFutchy

For context I work at a private shop/quick lube setting… and I’m not out at all… I find myself at odds with how well I CAN fit in socially to make my days easier by being “one of the guys” but I feel so fucking empty doing so. Alternatively I could just be “myself” at risk of harassment and additional scrutiny for every mistake that I would otherwise not receive as a cis guy. I am at an impasse where I either have to dissociate for 10hrs straight or out myself in hopes that it’s worth the social negatives. Fuck.