u/Fun-Raspberry9119

idk if i should say what happened or not. but i told someone what happened and they said it’s disgusting, makes me untrustworthy, and said no one would see me the same if i told them. i also posted it to reddit and they reported me “for it being a fake story” so that’s why imma don’t really want to say what happened bc it got my last account deleted for it being “a fake story and karma farming”. but anyways now im loaded with panic attacks, self hatred, feeling like im worthless and I should die, that there is no hope bc of something that happened before i was even an adolescent. i genuinely want to die and feel hopeless, every night I contemplate suicide. my attempts to delete myself have unfortunately been unsuccessful.

idk if i should say what happened or not. but i told someone what happened and they said it’s disgusting, makes me untrustworthy, and said no one would see me the same if i told them. i also posted it to reddit and they reported me “for it being a fake story” so that’s why imma don’t really want to say what happened bc it got my last account deleted for it being “a fake story and karma farming”. but anyways now im loaded with panic attacks, self hatred, feeling like im worthless and I should die, that there is no hope bc of something that happened before i was even an adolescent. i genuinely want to die and feel hopeless, every night I contemplate suicide. my attempts to delete myself have unfortunately been unsuccessful.