Day 20 Support Needed
Hey,
Tomorrow I will be 20 days clean from a 30+ gpd kratom habit. Quitting has been very hard on my body and mind. I know I will not return to kratom because it was certainly preventing me from loving myself. But, I am still struggling with many issues/ am looking for support and stories of others who have dealt with similar.
The acute withdrawal stage was pretty brutal, was really intense for about 8-10 days and I have been improving since then. I still feel pretty bad, its kind of like being hungover 24/7... BUT am still glad to be through the acutes. That being said, now that some of the physical pain is gone I have some capacity to process my thoughts and have had really awful anxiety. I have always dealt with anxiety and am medicated but sheesh I am really struggling with it right now. My primary concern is the amount of time it seems like it is going to take for my brain to return to normal. I know that I signed up for this battle though....
Was just wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience/ if so, when you started observing improvements