u/Free-Philosophy-99

Hi depressed guy 26 here just looking for some friends any gender. Probably will get zero replies just cause you’re a guy.

I can’t live like this anymore I’m 26, just went to call my mother to complain about her messing up me and my brothers life again. I don’t know why I do that I’m a grown man, I should take some accountability for my own life how it’s turning out. My mother just told me that my brother tried committing suicide. I don’t know I’m afraid he’ll succeed someday. If I don’t get stronger no matter whose fault all this shit is I don’t think I could survive if he succeeds with it. I’m too weak mentally for dealing with the loss of that as well.

Hi, so I don’t know where to start with all this. I feel I know exactly what my problems are, and I’ve known for years. I’m a total failure I truly am. I’m 26 and I haven’t even completed high school. I’ve tried studying up my grades countless of times but always dropped out cause every time I try I don’t put in enough effort and then I’m afraid of not understanding what I’m doing and my assignments so I give up. I’ve done this same course 4 times and dropped out. I’ve got no other options than finishing my high school if I don’t want a stressful shit job all my life with crap salary. It’s been 10 years where I’ve just been day dreaming and telling myself “I’ll do it in the future when the time is right, I’m not pitting in any effort so ofc I don’t complete things, but ofc I’m capable if I try”

I’m at the point now where I’m not sure I am so capable anymore and I’ve been so afraid of failure that ive basically made sure I’m the biggest failure ever by not trying. I haven’t had anyone call me or talk to me for over a month maybe 2. I’m just inside all day and I’m going crazy.

Shit i don’t know what to do with my life I’m scared but this scares me more if I keep going like this. I know this is at least not a way to live. What should I do get into studies again that I’ll drop out of or should I just pick any shit job that stresses me to death? I’m so depressed with myself and I can’t see myself amounting to anything. I’m lost on what to do. If I try again I’ll fail I’ll give up I know it. It’s a pathetic post I know I just wonder if there’s anyone else that is like me? I don’t want to be fundamentally broken.

Hi, so I’m a bit drunk now sorry about that. But anyways I just met someone who insisted on seeing me then she says she loves me and waits for me to ask her to be her bf then when I said okay yes she starts ghosting and ignoring me and saying “it won’t work”: why the fuck did she do that to me? She came on super strong then when I said yes she ghosts. Why, why, why? You sick fuck, why did you hurt me like that and then tell everyone that I’m crazy? Who even does that. I fkn hate people. You made me not trust people anymore.