u/Former_Ad3260

i usually just scratch with something dull but i just cut properly for the first time since i was in high school and i cant believe how good its made me feel 😭😭 so fucked up but damn

i love you and i always will and you know that and i will always support you no matter what and i DO support you thats why i want to help make it normal for you instead of just a thing with him but i feel like part of me is mourning you at the same time because as much as i truly love you and care for you and genuinely truly support you completely and im so fucking happy for you its a lot to wrap my head around my ex boyfriend becoming someones girlfriend and i actually love that you are growing into yourself but im worried i will never feel fine about this and i fucking hate myself for it because i am fine about it but i also want to shut myself away everything i feel is conflicting but ali im so fucking happy for you truly and i want to feel that fully but i dont know how.