u/ForeverWeary9450

problem/goal: i can’t seem to move forward, and i feel like giving him a letter where i pour all my thoughts and feelings would help me close this chapter

context: to make the story short, basically i can relate to the song i like you by niki. Everything na ginawa namin together; cooking, studying, going to events, enlisting & attending the same classes, dancing, singing, watching a movie, etc. (may pa-forehead kiss pa yan siya at holding hands ahaha), i was dumb to think na we had something.

we had a talk and he said na friends lang kami, i accepted it naman but i know na we can’t be friends naman talaga after everything. After weeks, i can say na unti-unti naman ako nakaka-move forward. May mga times lang na nagrerelapse.

i want give him a letter pag tapos ng sem since i have a feeling na hindi naman na kami magkikita after that. A letter not to wish for him to come back but to fully let him go. Ang dami ko kasi gusto pa sabihin na hindi ko alam kung kaya ko sabihin pag kinausap ko siya ulit.

previous attempts: None

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u/ForeverWeary9450 — 11 days ago

sa huling week pa ng buwan ang birthday ko pero I am already feeling the so-called ‘birthday blues’

every year i always try to plan for my birthday pero laging hindi nasusunod, and last year hindi ko pa na-celebrate nang maayos. I want to plan for this year pero ang hirap, mas nalulungkot ako kesa naeexcite knowing na baka hindi na naman matuloy.

i want to do something fun and memorable, pero ang ending laging memorable ang birthday ko dahil malungkot ako haha.

just want to get this off my chest kasi paiyak na naman ako 2nd day pa lang ng buwan.

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u/ForeverWeary9450 — 12 days ago