MtF, no job, no money, and no will.
Was bullied all my youth and then got diagnosed at age 15 with irritable bowel. Spent 6 years fighting that and now I'm thrown into the real world with no real experience. Managed to finish school through online courses (absolute joke, didn't even try) and now after 2 years of doing absolutely nothing I'm forced to go to university for a programming course I don't even like and I just can't, man.. I don't have the energy, I wasn't trained for this shit. Even as a kid in school all I did was the bare minimum.
Now, my brain is melted from years of sitting in a bed either at home or at the hospital watching Vtuber clips all day.
All I want is to be a cute girl, have friends and feel someone else's warmth.
Also parents are extremely transphobic, and I'm scared that I won't be able to get a job at this age with no experience, so I have absolutely no way to pay for treatment, and even if I could I wouldn't because I'm a fat piece of shit with horrible skin due to allergies and I would probably end up looking like Chris-chan or something. At least as a man I don't have the pressure of having to look pretty and can be a total slob all I want.