u/Flat_Jellyfish3469

When I cringe at things I did in the past I freeze for a second, have temporary suicidal thoughts, and start punching and hitting myself with objects. What should I do to stop myself from doing that. By the way therapists are retards and meds don’t work.

I’m very insecure about my genital size and it affects my day to day life. I feel worse everyday because I’m in my late twenties and I’m still a virgin and I know I’ll just get laughed at if I ever do have the chance to have intercourse. I sometimes wish I was never born. I do t know how to raise my confidence and I need help.