As the tittle suggested , looking for online job po. No experience po since I'm just a student. Any suggestions is already appreciated!!
As the tittle suggested , looking for online job po. No experience po since I'm just a student. Any suggestions is already appreciated!!
Just this January in my school, we have this priest who came to our classroom. He discussed many things and what really I remember is that he told us that religion alone will not save you and that Islam, christianity, Hinduism, Judaism, etch is not the right either.
I thinking he's trying to contradict what he just said because after saying it he continued with: Islam is not the right religion; because their Quran doesn't make sense in the bible, so is Judaism who denies Christ as the prophet and Hinduism that bows their head on some cows or some buddha. One of my classmates ask him then, if he doesn't believe in religion then how come he only believes in Jesus Christ? Isn't he the god in Christianity? So does that mean he believes and trust that Christianity is the right religion? That the rest of religion is a sham? He answered by saying that according to the bible etch etch I don't remember, but to summarize he said we should follow god alone and not religion . And my point is, if he follows the will of god (Jesus Christ ) doesn't that mean that he believes in Christianity? When in the first place he said so himself that no religion is right? It's really complicated I don't understand a thing. Like, I mean yes I understand that we should follow god. But, what if god is Allah, or a buddha etch etch. How can you be sure that you will go to heaven by following a god of one specific religion? I don't get it 😭 it's been in mind for so longgg
Pa rant lang po. I have a COF. And puro girls kami. The things is im really having a depression and anxiety, at gusto ko na rin talagang mag suicide. But there's no one I can cry on/rant on since last year pa till now, pero hindi ko magawa because I'm scared and so is living. And that, I remember last year na inatake ako my anxiety because of family problems, and then pumasok ako sa school at hindi muna pinansin yung dalawnag best friend ko, since hidni ko talaga muna kayang mamamansin dahil super wla ako sa mood. And sinabi ko sa kanila yun. And of course, kinausap ko parin naman sila that time about sa mga activities. Moving on, uwiaan na. Nang inaya ko sila, umiyak yung isa kong best friend. At biglang sumabat yung isa ko pang bf, sabi niya kasalanan ko dawg kasi hindi ko pinansin. Hahahahaha. Yes. Okay, I get it. Kasalanan ko nga. But wth, really? I'm sorry imbis maawa is naiinis ako. Halata naman kase sa action ko na I don't really want to talk at sinabi ko na yun sa kanila. The worse is, gusto niya pa akong magsorry. At sabihin ko daw kong may nagawa sigang masama?? Syempre ayoko namang mawala so nag sorry ako. And then, hindi pa niya tinangap kaya binilhan ko sya ng food. Hahahahaha. Fuck. Ganoon rin sa isa. I was there when she was crying. Noong nag open up ako, parang joke lang.
Umuwi ako ng tulala. How can they not even notice their friend is having problems??? And noong time na kailangan nila ng space, I gave them. When they needed a shoulder to cry on nandoon ako. And nung nag reach out na ko, sinabihan akong wag daw muna kasi bbtime nila. Im so sorry if I am really the problema. But I just felt so unfair. I felt so sorry for myself. Na hindi ko man lang ma reciprocate ang mga bagay nanagagawa ko sa iba. And yes, you might say na dapat nagsalita ako or dapat wag ka nalang magbigay if you're expecting something. Pero kase, really? Even when it comes to your bestfriends? Till now, paulit ulit pa rin yung scenario na to. Kailangan kong mag sorry if ever feel nila na iniiwasan ko sila. It's so repetitive. And now since inatake ako ng depression at anxiety, ini unfollow ko na sila. At kapag magkikita kami, kailangan ko na namang magsorry kasi mafefeel nila na iniiwasan ko sila. I'm so tired of this. Napaka repetitive. I'm I even worth of reciprocating? I don't want to be someone's shoulder always