u/Fit_Pea4180

the future for this fandom?

ive been literally following the game ever since was annouced, played chapter 1, and ducked off after while I assume they were making chapter 2 and came back after the news?

I still enjoy the story of this game and the characters and will really miss what this game gave us, as much as I wanted to see the game succeed (and many others too). I think its obviously for the best that the uninvoled staff and va's step away for their own health considering that for years they were lied to.

I don't really know what my stance is onto continue enjoying this game but just curious, do people still consider being apart of this fandom or is it all eventally gonna die off. I want to enjoy this game but after months of problems with it I honestly just feel uncomfortable for the now depressive nature of the game. its not like 'oh we had some conflicts with staff' like there were geniually gross ass people working on this game and it sucks.

are people gonna still stay here just wondering

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u/Fit_Pea4180 — 7 days ago

sorry if this is the wrong flair

it’s been a couple weeks since I left my pwbpd and I don’t ever image myself coming back. After basically giving my everything, all my time, health in hopes that my friend would recover they never really did and i regret it for thinking i could do something (im 17 btw so yeah im a idiot) but I was just scared cause if I backed of them they would k*ll themself and it would be my fault, I backed out after someone else got hospitalised by pwbpd and then pwbpd said horrible things about me.

i stopped talking and everything is a blur now. the thing is, I cant stop thinking about them everyday and moment I don’t miss them I’m just instead deprsssed at everything I loss in that time and how much my life flew off the rails and that I’m so overwhelmed with how I start to fix my issues, like my mind and thinking is literally destroyed, I’m so tired and everhday I go to school is a struggle.

i lost all my friends at school cause I reserved all my time for my bpd friend and they sought of backed off after a while Assuming I needed space or something (I never rlly mentioned the bpd part tho). I’m alone at school everyday, I know Its my responsibility to initiate a conversation but I’m so tired and anxious I can’t barely stay in class and before I know it more time passes. I honestly feel so envious when I see people talk and be good friends with such low effort, but when I get the chance to finally have a friend I had to climb mountains to make them feel appreciated and then it amounted to nothing. i go to a psychologist as well but that obviously doesn’t fix my problem about being lonely.

I left my job monts ago and I don’t do any outside activities because it’s too stressful for me

i essentially spend everyday wondering why I have no friends after trying so hard for my bpd friend when it meant nothing. And I just cry everyday now tbh

I get stressed out will school work a lot and already skip a lot but it never really heals anything with me.

Is there anything I can do to feel better, even if it just a small thing. I already have a psychologist but I essentially have no one to talk about my feelings to.

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u/Fit_Pea4180 — 14 days ago