u/Fit_Bench2466

I made a past post some days ago about how I told a guy I liked him through a letter. I was yapping to my friend about how nothings changed since then and she brought up the idea of what if he hasn't read it? I did consider it a possibility but I wanted to believe otherwise.

Nothing has changed per say but I feel like he's acknowledging me more now? Its one of those moments where it can be argued that I'm seeing "signs" now that I'm actively looking for them but that's the thing, I'm always looking for them and its now after the fact is when I'm seeing new "signs."

She suggested I text him to ask him if he's read the letter but I'm not too sure what to do. Should I text him or should I just ask in person? Or anything, what should I do? Please help.

In his defense, I did write "you don't have to respond." Which now I realize it was stupid of me to do and that's honestly the only thing I regret so much. Especially since it's driving me insane. I originally thought I was going to be okay with no response which clearly now, I am not. Even if knowing its a rejection, being told that straight up would help yk.

I went to his performance and caught him on his way out, gave him a simple tiny handmade gift with a note. I wanted to support him especially since they've been doing me a favor this semester. I've been crushing on this guy for some years now. I recently started talking to him since I needed someone for a project and me asking him just so happened to work out. We also happened to share a class so I'd text him for help. Now that we've talked, I feel like I'm developing actual feelings for him. But now that Im transferring out of cc to uni, I wanted to tell him. I was aware I'd be more than likely closing a chapter but now it feels like a cliffhanger. I have to meet with him soon for the favor so I was considering asking him directly but I feel like I shouldn't.

I'm happy with myself for writing out my feelings and giving it to him. I have no regrets about that. More so of what I wrote.

He's a sweet guy from what I've seen of our and outside of interactions. Ppl that know him also talk highly of him. I only have a month and a half left, and I'll savor the last bits of interactions with the guy. He's been my longest crush at cc and genuinely hoped something would occur. Ik someday soon I'll be okay and find someone. I'll still have a small hope until I'm fully transferred. I'll always wish him the best, especially since I've had no reason to see him in a bad light.

I know I was stupid. But if anyone does have suggestions of what I should do, please lmk. Don't let this discourage you from telling ppl how you feel because yes it sucks, but it'll all be okay at the end. :)