u/Financial-Opposite75

I left my boyfriend of almost four years last week because he threatened to hit me. He always played it off as a joke but I was so done of hearing it. I was done with the constant fights and everything else. I found a new place and just signed the lease today. But we have a month left on our apartment and everything is in boxes. It feels so empty and lonely. I can’t help but think about the good times we had. It’s so hard. He hasn’t spoken to me since, I think he’s staying at a friends place. Change is so hard. I can’t let myself cry or I won’t stop